A Breeze in the Hollows
A couple of days ago I had a zephyr plough through my mind.
When I say a zephyr it was possibly more of a whirly wind messing with my
memories changing my timelines of experience to much more of a
balancing/dancing melody in my mind. I am not sure where this is going at the
moment but if this fails my word count then it probably will never see the
light of day.
It seems that many of us have a smoothie dance of life, or
wish we had. It shows up when we get
stuck in proverbial mud, this is especially true when we step out in an
endeavour that we are convinced the The Master put the idea into our mind. We experience doubt in those stuck in the mud
moments after all many of us say that if we are campaigning for the highest
power things shouldn’t be this difficult.
The truth of that statement is that often we need to develop
an increased level of strength as we train for the higher responsibility that
may be required: enter the proverbial mudhole that we are in. It is not really that we need to prove our
abilities, after all God knows us better than we often do.
Getting back to my afternoon reverie as a 24 year old it
occurred to me that there may have been a possibility that I could have done
some sort of a deal to go into a shared experience on my father’s pig farm. …
then sometime later after our marriage and we had moved from Melbourne to where
we eventually got to call Wodonga “home” Sue’s father brought about 80 acres
primarily for the water right but it had a house on it, to cut a long story
short he offered the land to us to use productively.
Now this zephyr
managed to twist the tracks into a linear approach with a slight dip in the
middle accounting (??) for the change in location and whose father had the
farm. To finally spin this story down to
brass tacks the timing of this attempt was started about 1977 and lasted about
18 months.
Sue and I met at one of those Easter camps where lots of
people met and fell in love, one difference from some others we have since been
married for 39 years since the camp.
When Sues father in 1982 made the offer it was a while we were married;
so, the timing was distinctly different.
Now there was another rearrangement in my mind done by that
rascally wrong zephyr. It was a far less
consequent meddling. But what the heck maybe, if this still growing piece has
significance for some-one, then the message may reach by default.
Entrance number 2 was as I went closer to sleep, the breeze
started pulling periods of time together and wrapped the dates into a mix an
exotic of meaning in my past. Then it oh
so gently it wove periods of my life and after that periods of OUR life into
charades of activity and inactivity.
Fortunately, after waking up and talking to Sue I/we could
see parts that had been just left out like bundles of junk. There were significant groups of people who
were left out of these rewound histories and there was a significant act of God
that had added to my faith meta novel that Father would into my life and there
were even lessons that God taught me through the excluded people in my
past.
So, I write from an added benefit The little breeze has
shown a new attack strategy one that is meant to belittle the importance for
when God calls our names into His work.
Use this as your Mantra.
“go ahead~ Trust God~, learn on the go,~ Trust God in all” `
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